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Turning Love: Epilogue

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 11:24:41 GMT

Epilogue

Everything was perfect. I had Andrew and Cameron had Mina. What was the matter here? Nothing. Nothing at all, it was just perfect. We all ate together at lunch. And nobody stared when Andrew had his arm around me as we walked the hallways, at least after a week no one did.

My Foster parents even knew and they supported me all the way. I have no more to complain about. I’m as happy as I could be.

I got the perfect boyfriend and two awesome best friends. Yes Cameron was my best friend now and it wasn’t awkward. He teased me sometimes about it and I just punch him or have Andrew punch him.

As for Mina, she is still the most sarcastic person in my life. It’s funny though Mina is actually my cousin; my mom was her dad’s third cousin. She and Cameron are doing great together, it’s like they fight all the time like they’re married. Come to find out Mina did think Cameron was cute. Just didn’t want me to know. Yes I know, “how rude?”

I’ve got Andrew though. So I’ve got nothing to whine about. Although he loves it when I whine or plead to him. I think opposite, it’s EVIL!

I realized this was like a fairy tale. A normal boy looses parents, moves to another town and lives with here NOT-SO-EVIL foster sister, falls in love with cute boy from town which likes his not-so-evil foster sister, and gets asked from cute boy for help to get them to be partners to go to the ball. Little did normal boy know that the prince of the town liked him, and come to find out at the end all of them get what the wanted. Cute boy gets not-so-evil foster sister, Prince got normal boy, normal boy got prince, and they all lived happily ever after.

Sure it wasn’t Cinderella-ish, or Snow White-ish, Or SpongeBob-ish, but it was something. As though it doesn’t sound perfect, it is. I just find it really ironic how love just turns its own way.

Turning Love: Chapter 4-6

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 11:23:19 GMT

Chapter Four

“Are you two okay?!” Ms. Yonez panicked, “Are you guys bleeding? Andrew? Riley?”

I spun around to look at Ms. Yonez instead I saw the rest of the students in the P.E class standing around her. Then I turned around to look at Andrew, I lent my hand out to help him get up.

He grabbed my hand with his warm soft hand, and stood up, “I’m okay.”

Everyone in classes was staring right at Andrew with a disgusted facial expression, including the teacher.

One kid screamed, “Eww Your Nose is bleeding!”

I drew my attention at Andrew and he was bleeding through his nose. I think I elbowed him. My gosh, I’m such a loser. I feel so embarrassed, “Andrew … I-“

“You need to go to the heath room right now.” Ms. Yonez demanded.

“Er, okay?” Andrew agreed.

Andrew grabbed his stuff following Ms. Yonez out the door.

Ms. Yonez turned around, “Francis, you’re in charged till I come back okay?” Francis nodded while she continued, “Why don’t you all just shoots some baskets for now. That isn’t to hard, is it?” Then we all nodded.

As they were walking out the door, Andrew stopped walking, took one last look at me. I got a tingly feeling all over my body.

The rest of the period 6, wasn’t that fun. A lot of people were just loitering around like fat hippos trying to run for basketballs… the sad thing is some of them were fat.

When the bell rang and I met up with Mina to eat lunch, we had “doggies in your butt, with green and orange sticks of health,and hot potato slipped in yellow cover.” It was simply just hot dog in a bun, carrots and celery, and French fries. Well I forgot the “white juice”, which apparently is milk. Then I decided to actually bring up the party that Andrew has invited me to right before I broke his nose.

“I’m invited to Andrew’s party tonight,” Mina was eating her food with her earphones on from her iPod. I yanked the earphones out of her ears; Mina made an Ouch-That-Hurt-Man kind of look on her face. I stared at her frustrated, “I bet you didn’t here me huh?!”

She wasn’t smiling and she looked shocked at the anger in me, “You said something?”

I sighed not mad, but bummed and then I said “Never mind, I’m not going to go anyways.” I looked down at my food, not even hungry just cutting the French Fries into small pieces.

“Are you okay?” Mina asked me as if some one had died that was important. Made me laugh because not just one person 2.

“I am, but just confused,” I said. I looked back at her, “I think I might have a crush on Andrew.”

Her eyes widened in confusion, “Wait, don’t you like Cameron?” She paused as I nodded, “So you like two people?”

“I don’t know I guess so. I like Cameron but he likes you. I just don’t want to like someone that will never like me.” There was a long silence between us. She opened her mouth to talk, but I interrupted, “Andrew invited me to his party tonight and I don’t think I’m going.”

“Why?” Mina opened her mouth but it was another voice that said it. It was Cameron. He was standing on the side of me looking at Mina, “Hi Mina.”

“Oh Hi.” Mina said in a small voice looking down at her food. Then after two seconds or so she looked at me, “You should go! I’ll go with you it’ll be fun.”

“Maybe we should all go together?!” Cameron Suggested.

I looked at Mina Pursing her lips probably trying not to be rude. I smiled an evil laugh, “Yeah we should!” I said with excitement, “ All of us together!!”

“Okay I guess I’ll just meet you guys there then” Cameron said right when the bell rang. “See you guys there!”

He walked away and when he was far enough for him not to hear us Mina exploded. “I’m not going! You did that on purpose!”

I smirked, “So, it’ll be fun!” I said in a sarcastic way.

She gave me a stink eye, “I hate you so much! Well I shouldn’t be worrying about anything, your going with the two guys that you like in the area.”

I hissed at her, she laughed, “NOT FUNNY.”

Its 6:30pm, I’m in front of the house. His house; I don’t even know him and he invited me. Should I go in? There are a lot of people. Maybe I should’ve stayed.

“Are you going to go in Riley?” Mina whined. “We’ve been out here for ever!”

“We just got here!”

“Well I feel stupid out here!”

“Hey guys,” Cameron said. He just arrived right behind us. “Let’s go in, Shall we?”

Cameron looks so good tonight. Well he always looks good. I smiled looking at him, “Alright.”

I heard Mina hiss behind me though I didn’t mind it. We walked into the house, music really loud, people dancing, laughing and eating. It looked so normal, surprisingly no alcohol. I guess Andrew is a goody boy. Speaking of the devil, Andrew was looking at me across the living room.

He stood up off the chair and walked toward us. I didn’t know what to do, should I walk somewhere else. He comes close, closer and closer, “Hey Riley! Glad you came!”
“ Me too” I said making my voice a little loud cause of the music, “I hope its okay that Mina is here.” I looked back at Mina and saw her smiling. I turned to Andrew, “Oh and I’m also sorry for hitting your nose in P.E.” I noticed the Bandage on his nose.

He snickered cute laugh, “Its fine. Just glad you could make it.”

I felt kind of awkward. Why was he glad? I think he may be…“MINA!” I raised my voice.

“What?” she said after I startled her.

“You guys want a drink?” I asked looking at Andrew and Cameron. They both nodded, “Okay me and Mina will get it, please excuse us.”

I grabbed Mina to the punch bowl; “I think I like Andrew” I talked in her ear.

“I know” she said in my ear.

“He might be gay or bi!” it made me pause and say in small voice “But I like Cameron.”

“What?!” she asked in frustration from all the loud music.

I said it again. She still didn’t hear me. So I screamed it closing my eyes. “I LOVE CAMERON.”

At that second I screamed it, there was a Black Out. Now it was pitch black and dead silent.

Chapter 5

It was still pitch black; people were talking and whispering, “Who said that?” One asked.

“I don’t know, it sounded like… like…” another started, but didn’t finish.

“Riley?” Cameron said. The lights turned on and everyone looked at me. It felt like I was the ugliest and grossest person in the world by the way everyone looked at me.

Was it me or was the room was starting to spin. I looked at Mina. I can tell by the way she looked, that she felt sympathetic. Water fell from my face to the ground; I was crying.

I was debating on running out of the house or acting like it wasn’t me who said it and trying to look for the one who said it. Though I was crying, I think the second choice wouldn’t be successful. So I looked around for the nearest door out that I could escape.

I power walked to the back door, I tried my best to ignore all the whispers, laughing and stares that came from the people surrounding me. I took look up; Cameron. Seeing him made me have butterflies in my belly. Not the one when you like someone, but the feeling right when you don’t want to have to do a oral presentation. But ten times worst.

“I… Uh…” I paused and looked down at the ground. “SORRY!” I quickly walked around Cameron.

“Riley!” Cameron called for me. But I just walked to the door.

I got out of that house. It was raining, great. I wiped off the tears falling from my eyes thought it didn’t want to go away. So many questions I keep asking my self. Why didn’t they play the music when the lights came back on? It really got me mad. How can this actually be happening?!

“Hey! Riley! Wait!” A voice called. I walked more quickly, “Riley stop!”

Ugh! Its Cameron, the one I use to like, the one that likes Mina, the one that guessed my name when he heard “I LOVE CAMERON”.

“Riley! Please?” Cameron said right behind me (He must’ve caught up when I was thinking about him in my head).

I stopped, turned around to find out it wasn’t Cameron. Instead it was Andrew. He was soak and wet from the rain, and as I just noticed, so was I?

“Andrew, what are you doing?” I asked confused, “Your party?”

“Are you okay?” Andrew asked the way he always did.

“Yeah I am,” I lied, “Dude your wet, and maybe you should get back to your party.”

“Who cares? I just want to make sure your okay.”

I looked down at the wet asphalt, I started to cry more. Why, because I wasn’t okay. I hope he couldn’t tell I was crying. “I’m not okay; I’m going through a lot lately.”

He was looking around, “Hold that thought, and let’s go sit over there,” He pointed to a little bus stop that was roofed, in it was a benched that we sat on. “Okay, tell me what’s bothering you.”

“My parents died a week before I came to live with Mina. They were arguing in the car about me. My dad was mad at me for being… Er… Gay.” I looked up to see his facial expression which didn’t change. I guess he understood, “And my Mom was backing me up trying to make my dad understand. But he didn’t want to accept the fact so he pulled over and unbuckled his seat belt, turned around and slapped me a hard one.” I checked his face again and his eyes were widened, I continued, “Then My mom yelled ‘Riley get out of the car right now! I need to speak to your dad alone.’ I unbuckled my seatbelt crying, because my dad hated me for whom I was, then got out of the car and sat on the sidewalk waiting for them to stop arguing in the car in front of me. All of a sudden the car drove off, swerving left to right, right to left, in the speed of 45mph, and then the car hit a truck that looked like it was going 60mph or so. I screamed for help. Someone I saw walking called the police to come. I was crying my eyes out hoping everything was okay. When the ambulance came it was too late. My mom and dad were gone. It was my fault. Everyone tells me its not but it was.”

“It wasn’t. It was an accident, Riley. Don’t blame yourself for who you are.” Andrew tried to comfort with his words. Kind of helped, knowing he cared for me.

“Thanks,” I shot him a smile. “Ugh! Not to mention, everyone knows that I’m gay now.” My smile was gone.

“Just the people at my party.” He said saying it like it was no biggie.

“It’s going to spread through the school. I’m not ready for that Andrew! What about Cameron?” I said very confused and sad.

“Aw… Where’d your smile go?” He grimaced. “If this will make you happy, I’ll tell everyone that I’m Bi.”

It made me angry not happy, “Don’t say that if your not, It’s really nic-“

“But I am and I like you, Riley. I think your really cute, and have an interesting personality, I know I don’t know you much, but I’d like to,” He interrupted. “And I wouldn’t need to tell anyone because I’d want to be holding your hand when we go back to my house.” He smiled his cute laugh, “If you would let me?”

This made me happy and now I got my smile back. I nodded to his question. Now I got the lovey-dovey butterflies. We stood up; he took his jacket off and put it on me. We walked back to his house in the rain, hand in hand, side by side. Perfect.

Chapter 6

The pouring rain settled down a bit ‘till it was drizzling. We walked up the drive way and as soon as we got to the stairs; I stopped walking and tightly squeezed on Andrew’s hand and looked up at him as he looked down at me.

“What’s wrong?” He asked with concern.

“I’m scared,” I said looking into his beautiful eyes on that gorgeous face, and then I looked down feeling ashamed. “I’m not sure if I want to go back in. People are going to judge me. Then there’s Cameron, he’s going to be freaking out. I think I’ll just walk home.”

I let go of his warm soft hand, and took his warm, almost soaked jacket off, looked up at him and handed his jacket to him. He grabbed his jacket, stood still looking at me. I shot him a smile, turned around and walked away.

I counted in my head the steps away from the person I truly had feelings for. One… Two… Three… Four… Five… Six… Sev-.

As I counted seven Andrew swung me around with his hand and pulled me close to him, and in a second he leaned down to my face, closer, closer, and this time there wasn’t any bee on my head. Instead his lips on mines, he titled his head and I tilted mines the opposite way. It was like fireworks on New Years, but a million times better.

We were kissing, his arms around my waist, and my arms over his shoulder. His lips touching with mines are tongue wresting with each other. I giggled and I felt his lips curve into a smile though he was still kissing me. Or was I kissing him? Then from a short distance, I could here “awe’s” and giggles. I didn’t stop the kissing.

“I bet that kiss is better than my kiss with Cameron” I hear Mina said.

I gasped, surprised at the fact that I didn’t care that people were watching us, but more about Mina and Cameron kissing. I pulled away from Andrew to look at the people looking at me with my hands over Andrew’s shoulder. I took them off and just stood next to him, though he still put his arm around me.

“Having too much fun there?” Mina snickered at me.

I smiled at her, “Not as much fun as the kiss you gave Cameron, huh, Miss Mina?”

“Oh Shut Up!” She complained as everyone laughed. She looked at me and Andrew, “Just get both of your asses up here before you get sick from the rain.”

Andrew and I walked up the stairs to get on the porch with everyone else. I hugged Mina.

“Are You Okay?” she asked.

“Of course I am. I got you and Andrew.” I pulled back smiling at her.

“Okay guys, if there is anyone here that has a problem with me and Riley together please leave.” Andrew announced. No one said anything and no one moved.

There was a movement in the crowd. A boy was walking and everyone was looking at him like he was a criminal. He felt everyone eyeing him down. Well i guess he was leaving because he had something against me and Andrew together.

He looked at everyone around him. “Uh, can I use your bathroom, Andrew?”

“Oh, sorry,” Andrew apologized. “Go a head, Tony.” Andrew answered him.

He smiled shamefully and went inside the house and used the bathroom. I chuckled because I felt sympathy for him. I mean if I was being stared at for the wrong reason, I’d feel really embarrassed. Wait… I have been through that before. It was silent for awhile, it got awkward. I cleared my throat, “Come on people its still early! Let’s Party!”

Everyone went in the house and the music came back on. Andrew went to explain what was happening to his parents. I sure hope his parents understand. Well what am I still doing outside, it’s a party.

I walked in the house and on the side of the door Cameron was there I guess waiting to talk to me, “Hey Cameron, What’s up?”

He looked at me, not happy, but also not mad, more likely like sad, “I’m sorry, It wa-“

I interrupted him, “Don’t be, it is okay really. I’m fine let’s just have fun to nigh-“

“No it’s not okay,” He interrupted. “I made you cry and I’m sorry for saying your name out loud. And I embarrassed you for som-“

I interrupted him again, “Lets just have fun right now Cameron. It was the past, and its no big de-“

“Pleas stop interrupting me,” He demanded, so I just nodded and listened. “I feel horrible I really do, and I embarrassed you for something you can’t control and for who you are. I really don’t care if you like me or not. Its cool, but I’m not like “That”. I like Mina. And as she said we kissed. She was lecturing me about you in front of everyone saying ‘Cameron, why’d you do that for! He only liked you and you had to let the whole world know. Just because your cute, hot, sexy, tall, and whatever else you are, doesn’t mean you can just-‘ then I kissed her and then she pulled back after 3 seconds or so and slapped me. And I guess that slap got to me. So again I’m really sorry for what I’ve done, and I hope this doesn’t have to be a guilt thing for me.”

“Are you done?” I asked. Then he nodded, “Its okay Cameron, you don’t need to feel guilty anymore, because I’m over it. Everything turned out fine for me; I got my best friend and my boyfriend. What more can I ask for?” It got quite for a while, “so let’s just forget about this and have fun to night, like you said at lunch today.”

He nodded and we walked different ways, oh and I forgot, “For future reference I don’t like anymore.” I smiled at him and he smiled back.

Meanwhile I head over to Mina and sat next to her, “So how’s the kiss?” I teased.

“Ugh. It was horrible. But surprisingly I liked it.” She said as my eye’s widened. “This is what happened I was yel-“
“I know, Cameron told me,” I told her.

“So what happened between you and Andrew, or do you not kiss and tell?” she teased.

“Oh my gosh, he is so sweet and romantic! He let me where his jacket and-“

“Umm, do you want to dance?” Tony asked Mina.

“Hey, you’re the dude that used the bathroom, right?” Mina asked rudely. He nodded in shame.

“But I really don’t have anything against you Riley. I think it’s great that your comfortable with people knowing.” He said in an apology way.

“Thanks,” I said making him feel comfortable. It’s funny how people know my name now. Oh right, Cameron said it.

“So will you dance with me?” He asked Mina again. I nodded at Mina as she looked at me.

She looked up at him, “Did you wash you hands?”

Tony nodded and took her to dance. I was sitting thinking about Andrew and what this night became to be. I wonder how his parents are taking it. I hope it’s alright.

It wasn’t a while till Andrew came back, to dance with me, “Are you okay?”

“Yeah, “I answered. “Actually I lied, I feel great.”

He smiled and leaned down to kiss me. Instead of kissing me, he whispered, “I really like you. And I hope you feel the same way.”

I looked up at him directly into his eyes and kissed him. “What do you think the answer is?” I said as he smiled at me.

Meanwhile Tony and Mina were dancing with each other. Cameron from a distance really wanted to dance with her and it was almost the last dance. He walked through the crowd to get to her and as he got to her, he asked, “Tony can I cut in?”

Tony smiled and walked away, Mina on the other hand, rolled her eyes when they started dancing.

“Why don’t you not like me?!” Cameron complained. “I’m sorry for what I did and Riley already forgave me so what’s the problem?”

Mina didn’t say anything at all and was just dancing. Cameron didn’t know what to think and so he just sighed and walked away.

Mina grabbed his hand and pulled him to her and kissed him for about two seconds, “I like you Cameron and I’m shy, sorry if I seem mean.”

He smiled at her and danced the last dance right by Riley and Andrew.

“So what happened, or do you not kiss and tell” I mimicked her in a mocking way.

We were all laughing and dancing to the slow song called “Wondering Where You Are” by Tyrone Wells. I laid my head on Andrew’s chest same position as when were kissing. Moving left from right and right to left, feeling the warmth of his body in front of me, it felt as if all that has happened to me finally paid off.

The party ended and everyone went home except for me. I told Mina that I was going to head home later because I wanted to hang out with Andrew for a little bit. So we just lay on the lawn in front of his house just talking, his arms around me and my head on his chest just the two of us staring at the stars.

“How did your parents take it?” I asked him relating to what happened earlier when everyone came out.

“They said they love that I told them and they said that whatever makes me happy will make me happy.” He answered.

I smiled, “I’m glad they took it better than my parents did.”

He sat up to look at me in the eyes “Riley, don’t beat yourself down about your parents accident. It’s not your fault, okay? I hate seeing you sad about the past.”

I looked at him and smiled, “I’m okay and I will stop. I have no reason to look back at the past. I got you. I couldn’t ask for more.”

He smiled and kissed me. He lay back down and I rested my head back on his warm chest.

We both saw a shooting star, “Riley wish for anything you want, I’ll get it for you?”

“I told you; I couldn’t want ask for anything else but you.” I reminded him. “ You wish for something.”

“I have nothing to wish for,” Andrew said. “I feel bad for being happy about this, but I’m glad what happened to get you here happened, because I would have never met you if it didn’t. I feel horrible.”

“Honestly me too, I love them so much but for some reason I think they are happy for me being happy also.”

“I know this is early but I really feel like I do. Riley, I love you.”

“I love you too,” I whispered, “I never want to find someone else and I wish to be with you forever too.”

“Corny don’t you think?!” Andrew teased.

I elbowed him in the rib. “You’re ruining the mood!”

“Ouch!” he complained.

I sat up and looked at him, I hurt him again. “I’m so sorry! I never meant to! I’m so sorry.”

He chuckled, “You’re cute when your pleading for forgiveness. It hurts and so you owe me a kiss now.”

I smiled back, “Alright that doesn’t bother me at all.”

I leaned down and kissed him. I lied on his body as I kissed him, his harms around me; I loved the warmth of his body under me as are tongues wrestled.

Turning Love: Chapter 1 -3

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 11:20:42 GMT

Chapter One

     I need Cameron to look at me, just turn and look, I know I’m a new student but cant I just get any attention. Man, this class is so boring! Ugh the only reason I switched classes was because Cameron was in this class, but he doesn’t even see me.

     Cameron is a junior, and I believe 16 years old and he has a super cute puppy dog face, super cute laugh, hot and sexy body, sweet and funny personality, and wait did I say hot and sexy body.

     Dude, he even looks sexy from the back. All I want is for him to look, come on, look Cameron, “LOOK DAMNIT!” Next thing I know I’m standing up, feeling all eyes on me.

     “Mr. Hunter, Is there a problem?” Mr. Betch asked me.

     “Er, I… uh…um..” crap, Riley think , think!

     “He feels sick Mr. Bitch,” Cameron said, “He told me just before the bell rang that he had a headache. He doesn’t want go home, so he told me he wasn’t going to say anything, but I think he should go home.” He looked at me and winked. What is happening?!

     Mr. Betch was looking at Cameron, then he looked at me, “Is that true Mr. Hunter?” I nodded confused but just went along with this “ARRANGEMENT”. He Continued, “Well since your new here I’ll be asking Cameron to take you to the Health Room.” I nodded again feeling retarded.

     Mr. Betch looked back again at Cameron, and nodded. Then Cameron nodded. Well at least now I don’t feel so stupid about nodding.

     Cameron stood up and I just started packing my stuff in my backpack, “Ew, Cameron how gross! Good luck cousin.” Mina whispered to me.

     Mina, Mina, Mina… She’s my foster sister that I am now living with ever since my whole explosion of dramas happening with my parents. Well Mina is pretty weird, but a cool weird. I love hanging out with her, I feel like my self with her. The reason why I’m so close with her is because she is the first to know that I’m gay, “He’s a cutie..” then I winked and chuckled out the door.

     I was walking behind Cameron to the Health Room which I don’t know where it is. It was kind of silent just you know walking with him, so I felt free to talk, “Er, what was that about? You know in class?”

     “I just wanted to get out of class, it was boring, and I want to ask you something?” Cameron said.

     He wants to ask something?! Whoa, what do I do? I don’t even know him, not even his    last name, “Oh, okay what do you want to know?”

     I was nervous, really nervous to what his question was, then he spoke, “Well here’s the usual, why’d you come to here in Washington?”

     Oh, Okay this is easy, “well something happened to my family in California that I still can’t believed happened, Next?”

     “So who you staying with,” He asked.

     “I’m with my Foster Family, Lafferty’s. I am Mina’s foster brother. But were like best friends.”

     “Oh, best friends huh? Are you sure it’s nothing more than friends?!”

     “Er, I’m pretty sure. I could never be with Mina in that way.” Where was he going with this?! Does he like me?!

     “That’s actually great, I need to tell you something, you can not tell anyone. Can I trust you? Its really personal to me, It would ruin my life If some one knew. So can I tell you?”

     I nodded. Oh my, he might be gay! He is! Wow he’s getting closer to my face, what do I do? What do I do?!

    Cameron got close to my face, “Riley… I think I may have a crush on… uhh.” He paused and stared at the ground. Then he grabbed my hand, and looked in my eyes, HOLY (put any swear word in here), “Cool ring man, where’d you get it?”

     I looked at my hand, jerked away from Cameron , and looked at my ring, then him, then my ring, then him, “WHAT?! I got it online. Okay back to your big secret thingy!”

     “Oh that’s right. My bad, I like… Mina Lafferty. Can you help me get her to like me?”

Chapter Two

“Are you… but… but…Wait are you…?” I was stuttering with a disappointment. I mean, It’s not a really big surprise, you know, I probably just got my hopes up.

“Am I in love with Mina? Maybe, I am,” He interrupted “All I know is there’s this thing about her that just grabs my attention. She’s not like other girls. She isn’t that conceited, girly, “OMG I broke my nails” kind of girl. She actually plays sports and in a small town like ours, those girls are really hard to find. She is just different from other girls and that’s what I like about her.” Cameron was spacing into the thin air of our school’s hallway, and then stopped walking and looked down at me.

We locked eyes for a good 3 seconds which made if feel so right, but I remembered he likes Mina, so I looked away really fast. I didn’t know if he was still staring at me.

“Riley,” I looked up at him. He was still looking at me, he leaned closer, I closed my eyes, “Don’t move, I think that’s a bee on your head,”

“A bee,” I whispered. I tried not to move but I was feeling scared, “I’m allergic, where is it?! I’m going to hit it with my binder!” I held my binder over my head then all of a sudden Cameron jerked it away from me.

“Don’t! Bees are an endangered species! Here wait,” He leaned closer again looking over my head, my eyes closed. I felt his fingers on my head, “Okay, It’s off.”

I opened my eyes and saw the bee in front of my face. “Whoa” I dropped my bag and frantically walked backwards and tripped, Butt first, “Ouch!”

“Dude, it’s just a bee,” he laughed, then let go of the bee out the window. He lends out his hand and helped me up.

“Not just a “bee”, a bee that can make me look like Kirby all over and ugly.”

Cameron chuckled in the cutest way, “Uh not to be a downer, but it’s too late for that. I’m just joking”

“Ha ha ha oh so funny Cameron!” I said sarcastically. “Easy for you to say, you’re like hot.” Oh crap, I just told him he was hot. Now he was looking at me, “I mean one of those “Hot Guys” that every girls love.” I hope I saved myself.

“Oh I know what you mean,” He replied, “I mean not to be conceited or anything, its just I know what you mean. I kind of hate being gorgeous, hot, cute, or sexy,” He said looking down while talking.

“Why? I mean you get to get all the chicks you want.”

“That’s where you’re wrong, the only girls I get is the girls I don’t want. Like for example Jessica Antonio, sure she is something you call “hot” or “sexy”, but I’m not into that. I’m looking for the girl that wants to have fun, the girl who just is there self, the girl who doesn’t like me for how I look, but how I am inside. She’d Have to be beautiful inside and out.”

“Wow, that’s… something I never heard from a guy like you,” I said. He is so sensitive, its like the whole package you know. He is perfect.

“I don’t know if it’s a good thing or a bad thing,” he smirked at me.

The bell rang, “Period 4 here I come,” Cameron laughed, “Well I guess I’ll get back at you later. Don’t forget to help me.”

Everyone started coming out of classrooms, but I was suppose to be at the nurse’s office, “Cameron! What about the nurses office?!” I yelled at him since it was loud in the hall way.

“Who cares?!” He yelled and winked at me. I laughed about it and went to forth period.

I caught the bus home with Mina when school was finished, “Mina,” I poked her shoulder which after she looked at me. “What would you do if Cameron liked you and wanted to go on a date with you?”

Mina laughed, “You’re so funny,” she looked at me noticing I’m not laughing or smiling, “You’re serious huh? I don’t like him, nor will I ever. He is not my type. Did he say something about me?”

“Actually he did, he said your different then other girls, your not a girly, “OMG I broke my nails” kind of girl. He had also said he likes that you play sports. There was more but I can’t seem to remember… oh it was that your rare to find in a small town like ours.” As I finished talking she gave me an Are-we-talking-about-the-same-Cameron look.

“Okay, are we talking about the same Cameron here? The one that acts so cool in front of his friends when I know he is so not, the one that thinks money grows off on trees. The one that is highly stupid and…”

“HE ISNT STUPID!” I yelled, then suddenly the bus stopped, became quite and everyone was looking at me and Mina. How embarrassing! It was so quiet; you could hear an ant walk. Well maybe not that quite.

Mina stood up, “Okay everyone this is my foster brother, Riley, and he doesn’t think Michael Jackson is stupid,” Everyone looked at me weird and I swore I heard someone whisper “I think he is stupid”. Mina was still standing next to me, “Sorry for that, Mr. Bus driver.” He nodded through the mirror in the bus and he started the bus and drove.

“Are you retarded?!” I whispered. “People is going to think I am weird now! Or more worst, GAY!”

“Well you are, but don’t worry they’ll forget tomorr-” Mina was.

“Wait, you’re gay?!” The voice said.

Chapter Three

Mina and I stared each other for a long time, scared to look behind us. That voice was still stuck in my head, over and over “Wait, you’re gay?”

“Hello? In the back of you, I asked something. You just said he was gay, Mina.” The voice said.

Mina looked behind, “Oh Andrew, Uh we were just joking around. He said a really lame joke, and so I called him gay.”

I looked behind to say something, “I was just,” His innocent, brown eyes one his gorgeous, beautiful face knocked the breath out of me, “uh I am gay. I Mean my jokes are gay, uh yeah lame… uh Jokes! Gay me!!”

“What? Are you okay?” Andrew asked me. He was still looking at me, the confusion; concern in his face just froze me. Then the bus stopped again.

“Riley, here is our stop,” Mina said. “Hurry up before the doors close.”

“I pulled my attention off of Andrew and looked at Mina, “Oh okay.”

I put on my bag and walked down the aisle in the bus and once I was outside I watched the bus as it left and I saw Andrew in the back seat still looking back at me.

“What was that?” Mina asked with curiosity. “You practically choked on your words. I mean what is “Me Gay?””

“Mina, he was as gorgeous as Cameron!” I exclaimed. “And he was listening to us, and was curious. What does that mean?”

“Riley, don’t jump into conclusions yet. He did go out with girls before,” mina explained.

“Oh really, that’s… Uh lame. Well I can have some hope” looked at mina and laughed.

“Yeah you can,” she said sarcastically, “Well tomorrow is going to be interesting day.”

I chuckled, “I agree with you. It’s going to be very interesting.” I didn’t know if that was a good thing or a bad thing.

Today’s schedule was 4^th Period first, then 5^th period, and right now is 6^th period; P.E. P.E is my favorite class. Why you ask, well first of all you get to see hot, sexy guys sweat; secondly I’m fast in sports like basketball, soccer, capture the flag, football, and many more, which makes me look good.

I wish Cameron was in this class, so I could see him sweat. He already got the “hot and sexy” part down, but I need to remember he likes Mina. I wonder why all the guys I check out are jerks! I mean gosh, what made me a jerk magnet?

“Okay class, today we are going to play football. Team captains are going to be Joey and Francis,” Ms. Yonez directed us. “After you guys get your teams we will be heading out.”

I was in Francis’s team, with I guess good people, but we the other team has 8 people in it and we got 7. “Ms. Yonez? We have only 7 people in our team, is that fair?”

“Oh that’s right,” she paused for a second or two, “I’ll be in your team then, its onlt fair.”

The other team was mad now that we had the teacher in our team. I guess because the teacher is super good.

“Okay, everything is all set outside for football so we’ll just head do-“

“Excuse Me,” A voice said “I was transferred to this class.”

That voice, I know that voice, I was too scared to look but I looked anyways. “No!!!!”

Aw, crap! I really got to stop doing that. That’s Andrew!

Everyone was looking at me so shocked and confused, “Uh… I mean, no one should…uh… listen to iPods to class. It’s part of the rules of this school. Right, Ms. Yonez?”

Ms. Yonez looked at me with total confusion, “That is right Riley.” She was tempted to look away, but didn’t after 5 seconds. She faced Andrew, “Can you show me your schedule?”

Andrew walked up her and gave here the paper. Everyone was just talking to each other. I couldn’t keep my eyes off of Andrew. He is in this class, how ironic!

“Apparently we have a new student in this class. Well not new but new to this class,” Ms. Yonez informed us. “Mr. Andrew Thomson will be in Francis’s(if you say it slowly you’ll hear sissy’s) team. So now it’s equal.”

My eyes widened, and I looked at Andrew looking at me with his innocent brown eyes. For some reason I couldn’t look away from his face, he didn’t look away also.

Ms. Yonez blew the whistle, “Okay class outside!”

So we were outside and we’ve been playing for about 5 minutes now, and now its our turn to receive and right now its 1-0. We are losing, “Okay guys I kind of run fast so just pass it back to me and we can juke them out.”

Everyone nodded except Andrew, “That sounds good!” He said.

I looked at him and then I heard the whistle and next thing I saw was a brown “Hey Arnold” head flying toward our team I was running backward to catch the ball, I heard Andrew say something, I turned around and ran into him which made both of us fall.

“Ouch!” I groaned on top of him. “What did you say?” I continued still with pain.

“Come to my house tonight, its going to be a little party.” Andrew said as if he had run out of breathed.

I opened my eyes realizing I was still on him; I shut my eyes again hoping I was Day-Dreaming or something. I opened my eyes and saw his beautiful face look at me, “Are you okay?”

I panicked and rolled off of him and stood up. “Uh… Yeah I am.”

“So you are coming to night?” He asked again.

High School

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 04:49:32 GMT

Wow!
High School already!!
Dude its a living hell everyone picks on you like tooth pick when your a freshmen!
Bring Back Mr. Stuart already!!

Im Just joking its pretty cruise.
the classes dont seem hard(yet)
The UpperClass man leave you alone which is so awesome!!!
plus.. well imma keep this to myself haha
bht its great different then what i expected bht its pretty awesome!

Hula!

Tue, 05 Aug 2008 08:11:20 GMT

I realized I LOVE HULA!!

Well Actually I loved it FOREVER ago but I love it more now!!

It calms me down and makes me feel Pure!

Kumu is the most incredible-est person I have ever met!!

Well I just wanted to write about this so I am and no one is stopping me!! MUAHAHAH-

(Mom’s calling me hold on…..wait… wait for it.. I’m coming back… down the stairs sitting back down.. And Vwala!)

Oh wait where was I, oh yeah MUAHAHAHAH!!

HAHA see im such in a good mood right now!!

HAPPY!! HAPPY! HAPPY! WOOOO!

Energizer:

I Feel so good, oh I feel so good, oh I feels so, oh I feel so good!

UHH!!

Double it!, UHH UHH
Triple it, UHH UHH UHH

Bazooka, UHHHHH

Slow mOtion, UUUUUUHHHHHHHH

MASTER P, Uhhh NA NA NA NA

Haha see im so happy.. HULA IS So Awesome!

I LOVE HULA!

How I always Feel!!

Wed, 30 Jul 2008 09:58:41 GMT

How do you know when you like someone? Is it when you miss them when you dont talk to them? Is it when you get so jealous when they talk about other people? or is it when you feel complete when your with them? How do you know? love moves in mysterious ways.. why do i feel the urge to always check my myspace to see if your on... why do i always feel that you dont think about me the way i think about you.. does all these feelings mean i like you? I just dont know if i can open my heart up again.. i dont wanna get hurt.. i dont wanna be left hanging and feel like the most stupidest person in the world.. i want to be able to feel like ill never ...

lose you and that you wanna be with me forever

... i want you PERIOD.